my four years logistic career

[fannypeng]

l am at china

my first job is teaching,to be a chinese and english teacher in a middle-high school around half year,but l readlly don't like it since l have to get up arond 05:30 am and couldn't go to bed until 10:00, tooooooo tired,after teaching 5 monthes,l fould l became older much,so the sixth month,l give up the job,most friend feel it is pity,but l know l couldn't insist teaching,if couldn't love,l should say goodbye as soon as early,hehe,what do you think?

After first job,l came to a joint venture company ,in fact,it is a shipping compnay, at the beginning,l love it so much,l worked very hard and very carefully to deal with every details,soon,l have four foreign client,they are very kind,for this kind supporting,l think l have to work harder to feed back their trust,l take care of their shipments as my baby (although l have no baby yet,hehe,soon,l will have),l try our best to make every thing be better and better ,and to be prefect,some times,when it is not so perfect,l become very worried,even couldn't sleep well,l will think about one thing many hours or whole night
My god,l don't know what's wrong with me? if l should give up my second job to find a comfortable job,l don't care much money?

if any friend can give me some suggestion?

Thanks very much here